Schedule everything then? If you’re already nothing then suffering through some anxiety to plan something new isn’t much worse than literally nothing right? So plan shit out, and stick to said schedule. Find a hobby where you can meet people you don’t hate? Music, games, fostering kittens, whatever idk.

You clearly need a community. There are millions of them, plenty accepting. Just ideally find a positive one before you end up in a negative one.

“I quit Spotify cuz they’re evil but then I realised I was too lazy to learn what music I like so I immediately folded like a chump.”

Ok cool… so now you blatantly shill for them?

Like I’m not gonna really give a shit if someone wants to use Spotify, but to pretend you’re moral about quitting to fold almost immediately AND THEN MAKE A WHOLE ARTICLE TELLING PEOPLE THAT IS ACTUALLY COOL AND GOOD is pathetic.

Idk man buy music from artists you like, become a part of the local scene, find bands you like. Pay them for their music. Go to their shows. Enjoy yourself. Fuck Spotify.