5meoDMT. Do it first then decide.
I honestly wouldn’t even know where to start with accessing DMT. I’m not OP and I’m not suicidal but I mean, where would I even start?
In Canada it’s unscheduled,.classified as a research chemical. Also please note 5meoDMT is not nnDMT(commonly referred to as DMT) . 5meoDMT is a very different substance. Essentially if nnDMT is the spirit molecule, 5meoDMT is the god molecule. It’s a ride most people only do once, because once is enough. It has a lot of analogues to a near death experience in terms of how profound and life altering it can be.
In my country it can be found via search engine pretty easily. Just search it with your country name, maybe search on reddit if you’re struggling .